Sunday, August 8, 2010

back from vacation

I know it has been a while since I have written anything...Still  kind of learning....

I just got back from vacation...Well I guess you could call it a vacation...Went camping in  Arkansas...It was hot as hell...I know now, with out a shadow of a doubt, that I want to have this lap band and get this fricking weight off...It is not at all about what I look like anymore...I'm tired of how it all feels....I'm tired of having trouble walking up a hill....The heat almost killed me...I swear I wanted to die more than once....Did figure out one thing that stops my compulsive eating....HEAT.....I was so hot that I could not hardly eat...and the only thing I could drink was water...I was the only one who lost weight on this vacation...

Thought alot this last week about the lap band and getting my life back...If I don't do this now, I'm going to get old before my time..

I have lost and gained weight many many times before....but this weight gain is much harder then ever.   This is the first time that I truly FEEL the affects of it....Before it was always just about how I looked.....Now that I am 47 and over weight and out of shaped it is time to do something about it or I'm going to be in a little scooter soon...

Tomorrow I go too the seminar for the lap band...getting excited...The lap band journay begins...wish me luck....
Christy

christy